Chi town i love you

I met her one day in my car while i was looking out the window. Back then i couldnt understand why i would go up to see her. Sometimes i remember looking at her face at night and wouldnt say a word but just look at her beauty and excitement she always gave me. On my way up to see her i would always be reminded of how i can be a champion and then look across the way and she would remind me about reality being that if you dont work for you goals, someday you may lose everything. I would wonder why she would bring me bad news. she wanted to tell me about how kids were dying and worst of all, she would suddenly out of nowhere get cold on me and not care if i liked it or not. She has taught me about who i am and what i want to be, she gave me my identity even though i didnt know it at the time. One day i decided it was time to leave her. I got in my car and headed west to the mountains. It was then i realized how much i loved her and how much i miss her. Every now and then i go back to see her and she always seems to change but only becomes more beautiful. It seems like she has more life to her at night and during the day i can see her from my house. I never wanted to leave her but sometimes in order to understand how much something or someone means to you, you must give it time and space. Now that i know i love her, I cant wait to see the day where she can give me a place to once again call home and never leave her again. Her bitter cold gives me the best memories..........